Mats

Friday evening, my mum was brought to Gleneagles’ emergency room as she felt very pain in her stomache. She cannot fart “kentut” since Wednesday and that made the gas trapped inside. Doctor gave her injections to reduce the pain. After that she felt okay and we went home.

But Saturday morning she felt pain again. This time we brought her to meet her personal cancer doctor, Datuk Aziz who operated her last 5th May. After the session, the doctor decided that my mum should be warded and she was warded yesterday afternoon.

Now is Sunday, my mum still do not feels okay. She keeps vomitting all the time. She have not eat and drink anything since Friday. All that she vomitted was the antibiotics that gone through into her body. The other doctor that specialize in digestion said if she still not getting better tomorrow, my mum will be operated to correct her testine as last time during the cancer operation, part of her testine was removed as the cancer already spread a bit there.

I hope my mum will get better as soon as possible. It was tough moment to see my mum vomitting and it hurt so much. The tube was put through her nose till into her stomach to suck all the liquid inside to prevent her from keep vomitting.

It also was a right decision for me of not going to Daejon, South Korea as I was selected by MMU to go the exchange program that is on 27 May. Maybe God want to show me that it is better for me to stay here in Malaysia. But dear God, I hope everything will be okay and my application to study in Taiwan will be approved thus I get the scholarship. If not, I will not go then.

~what a tough moment~

- is wondering why do I deserved this? Does anyone that I helped before is now available during this time? When they are happy, they left us…when they really need help, clever to find us,pretending and lying to get our help… God bless !

Today is the day that my mum will be operated in Gleneagles Medical Centre, Jalan Ampang, KL. Since then, this will be the 6th time she will be operated & 2nd time for cancer removal.
My mum is very positive, I’m really proud to have a mum like her. She even said to me “Mama tak nak mati lagi,”… =)

Ya Allah (dear God), I’m begging & praying to You for my mum’s today operation to be succesful & my mum will be okay thus she will recover as soon as possible. Please expand my mum’s life & make her heatlh getting better and better. Amin…

I still remember the last moment that I met Uncle Hamzah when I was in JJ AU2. .it was on the 14th February, after I just got my new car, took Izzah for a ride with it & fetch my mum at that JJ..that time I’m about to enter JJ & he was fetching up Auntie Zainab to go home. .we just waved to each other that time as he was inside his Nissan Terrano & Auntie Zainab just got into the car..never thought that it was the last moment I met him before he went sick..

I’m really sorry to Izzah as I didn’t get a chance to visit her dad when the first time she told me that he was admitted to hospital..On 15/3/2009, I only managed to visit him one day before he left us all.. only after I’ve been told that he was in I.C.U (Intensive Care Unit)..the moment I & my friend, Anuar standing right in front of him in the ICU,I almost drop my tears to see him in such condition as he is like my own father to me..

I’ve knew Izzah since Form 1 & she was one of bestfriends until now. Her family has been very nice to me like my own family..Uncle Hamzah is a well-known man in our school as he helped a lot during his duty as the director of Parents & Teachers Society (PIBG) in our school..

On the night of 15/3/2009, I went to overnight at my friend’s house in Wangsa Maju to chill up myself & straight away went to my workplace in early morning, 6.30am..

16/3/2009, 7am, as I just passed Damansara LDP toll, I received an SMS from Anuar telling me that Uncle Hamzah just passed away in the early morning, 4am..my tears dropped automatically after read the SMS..I just visitted him a day before in the ICU & Auntie Zainab told me that the nurses told her that he will be okay..but God loves him more,he left us to be with Him…

To my dear Izzah, I hope you stay strong okay? Take care Auntie Zainab, Cik Nah & your brothers okay? I will always pray for Uncle Hamzah in my prayer..anything you can always ask me..I know you can survive for your future & achieve all your wishes..make your family proud of you..we will always remember your father..

May Allah bless Uncle Hamzah’s soul..al-Fatihah..

~In Loving Memory of Uncle Hamzah~

last Saturday was a WOWOWOWWW day for me…it’s like one of my dream came true…lol…
I met Danson Tang (唐禹哲/Tang Yu Zhe) at The Curve in front of me… wakakkakakaa….
so leng lui… leng lui? yahh… leng leng leng zai… ok la… but i was so STUPID as I forgot to take picture with him, so SPEECHLESS when met him… (erk, im a guy!! ish ish.. but superstar lo,what to do)… below a pic of him leaving me (wakakakaka)…

Actually that time me & my friend waiting for our boss to come as he the one who asked for hang out… but he’s the one who was late… zzzz…

That time we were sitting outside at Starbuck beside Marche Restaurant, suddenly I saw a leng zai (huh?why a leng zai caught my eyesight?)… leave it for you guys to think but think positive la wei ! okok… back to leng zai… it because I feel like I knew him & had met him before… yup, I met him before at Times Square last 2 years… =P…

rupa-rupanya it was Danson…no wonder looks familiar… by the way,we’ll meet again in Taiwan…

FACTS ABOUT HIM

*Danson Tang (Tang Yu Zhe)
*02 September 1982
*Keelung, Taiwan
*Actor & singer
*178cm, 63kg, 32cm (how i know a?)
*Virgo, O type
* starred in Hanazakarino Himitachi e
(Taiwan version aka Hua Yang Shao Nan Shao Nu/花樣少年少女)

today in da morning i passed through new highway behind my house in KL. The highway name was D.U.K.E (Duta-Ulu Klang Expressway). Very nice view in the morning..the sunrise..sunshine..so cool and awesome..i can see Genting Highland from the highway !! very clear !! see the picture below…

About the 1901 nice hot dicks, don’t get wrong okay? lol… but it very nice though…. those dicks… =p … haha….

Actually today is 19 January, aka 1901, so today da 1901 Hotdogs did their only ONE day in a year for promo sales of their deliciously DICKS, oops i mean hotdogs… imagine the hotdogs usually cost RM5.90 but they’re selling it for only RM1.99 !! so what i’m waiting for, i bought 2 hot nice dicks today !! LOL… here is the pic :

其实，已经有一段日子了。。。
在这戏剧的世界中。。。
终于回到了现实。。 。
可是，我还要感谢主。。 。
回到做自己是最棒。。 。

It’s good to know that all MMU students are having their sem break for 3 weeks. But I’m not having that..T_T.. I now having my practical training in a media company in SS6, Kelana Jaya (near Giant)..

below is the interior design of my office :

We got the football table to play, a small kitchen, a TV, dvd player, photostat machine, recording studio… Nintendo (coming soon, said our boss if we perform well)… huhuhuuuu~ … our division only our boss and just 4 of us under him…

But working here we must be creative, think outside the box, provide ideas, creativity on creating new opportunities regarding mobile phone. This is only for our division. There are many division under our company. And for now, my division is going on with this project : http://www.voicemetone.com … i hope you guys can give full support to me !! =)

And any comments are welcome…

As I training now, I think I’ll get some leave for holiday.. maybe in the weekend or after finish training… now is only week 1 of my training.. lol..

wow, close open our eyes 2009 is coming..so fast..
it’s been a long time i didn’t blogging..except for my law assignment blog..

so, new year 2009..hmm..new resolutions? i guess 2008 year resolutions really hard to be accomplished, therefore how about 2009 resolutions?especially emotions, lol…

2008 will be remain in my mind, full of joys, little bit of tears..uhukhuk..
final exam is next week..T_T..still the laziness hard to be eliminated..

ok, fuck off with this year’s..move on with 2009 resolutions :

a)more money..lol
b)more travelling, holidays
c)grad with 3.0 above..
d)continue master..
e)new hp? =p
f)improve my Mandarin, Korean & a little bit Canto perhaps?
g)getting kurus?? who dunwan? ^^

Heppy new year 2009 to everybody !!

We dediced to go to this high quality food & services of this restaurant, Pasta Zanmai. It’s relatively worth to eat here as the quality, service & taste were really triggered our sensation of eating Japanese food. I ate Unagi set, macaroni bake with cheese inside crab shell & milky green tea (sure u will fly away !!).

This restaurant located just beside of Carls Jr. restaurant. You guys should give a try !! A must !! I gave 4 stars to this restaurant. The staffs also very helpful, efficient & friendly on their servings.

More pictures below :

This is the way I appreciate my friends & treat my friends, but yet still some people think the other way like I have special intends/feelings or "udang disebalik batu".. =)

p\s - to all my high school classmates, I won’t join you all to the reunion trip. I stress again, I WON’T. Don’t just use my name & said to others I will go but the fact is I WON’T GO. Don’t ask me why, just ask yourselves (plural). I’m sick of being nice & give my face all the time. You guys can say whatever you want about me like I being "sombong" or else..

& for all the people who think this is not the right way to express your feelings, just face your self back to the mirror, you also the same. Just take the fact that whether GUYS or GIRLS, u can’t hide your feelings or expression otherwise it will EAT yourself back & affect your future that can lead to the exposing burst to your future family & children. Don’t think you are so "macho" or "independent women" while your self also messed up. WE NEED EACH OTHER especially family & friends that understand us the most. REMEMBER THAT.

~ friendship never ends. be nice & considerate to each other..
~ "If you really know me, you would know that i … " - Challenge Day, Oprah Winfrey

omg !! my Wonder Girls have new image for their new album… n it was sooo hott !! their sexyness is not like da slutty Pussycat Dolls… but their sexyness is so cute & of course, sexy is not complete with short-hot-pant that i like the most when girls wear it… n their dance moves also now very slow, sexy-groove… but yet, their hotness & sexyness still in the high class range… not so cheap like the Pussycat Dolls or any other whores women artistes…. below some of their moves (CLICK the pictures to see it moving)….